It's been three months since I last wrote in this blog. I know I said I wouldn't sign off permanently, so here I am. I'm not exactly whole yet, but I'm less in smithereens and mostly in pieces that are starting to assemble together. I don't have anything brilliant to say, probably because it's 12:35 in the morning. Obscene. I should really be in bed.... especially since I've been sick.
It's taken getting physically sick, for me to realize I need to start over in a big way. I love the little resurrections in life. When you're a Christian, you learn that rebirth is necessary almost every morning... just as God's mercies come. I've been so wrapped up in survival, accomplishment, and my own misery, that I've forgotten to let go and enjoy what's before me. So here's to a new day.
Now I'm off to bed. More coming.
